I love him ... and it's the truth.
But I was tormented by love, often I try to hate it, eliminating the sense of this love, but it is very difficult and painful.
While I want to forget, God always unite me, I could also blame the god, which obviously I feel sick.
So I prayed like this, "Oh god, if he is not the best for me please destroy this sense of love and keep him away from me. But if he is the best for me, unite us and show your love for the road…” But honestly, I am still unsure of my prayer. I love but hurt, and I forget also very sick.
Many people said that I must fight for this love ...
Many times I am convinced, ultimately my decision is still loved him.
Maybe I really have to die for him, die for love is sincere.
Then, one, two, until I feels I've never seen him. pain, pain that only I believe. Is it possible that god really listening to my prayer? Is this indeed true, he's not the best for me?
Now I am confused should thanks the gods? Or yet again blame the god?
I know I'm wrong, this is my risk ...
Mean it's true, he's not the best for me.
Thank you God ..
